Well I would like to think I am officially back. Truth be told, I have been hiding.

Keeping up on entries is a fine science for me. I have to have a few things for it to happen. I need to be in the mood, this usually means no grumps. (Otherwise when I write, I get a bunch of random “make Carol feel better” emails and comments. I know -  this isn’t really the place for heavy rants. Only the funny ones that make me giggle the whole time I am writing. Those are my favorite anyway.) So for a good update stream to happen, I need the mood, and the topics, and of course - the time. Oh the time. When my mom came to play in the beginning of April, she helped me get my household organized. She also helped me establish a routine for simple day to day progress. That is exactly why I haven’t been on to update in over a month. I have been trying to keep in line with a routine which always feels like I am just barely making the cut. As I type, I have to block out  the fact that my house is disgusting. I have to remind myself that Ethan has been working two jobs, and I cant expect to have a spotless house.

Just remember, these entries are coming from a girl who has to talk herself into leaving the house to go to the mailbox. Sad I know, but it is true. So for me to establish a routine of openeing myself up for someone else’s reading eyes, it can be a little to much sometimes. So please be patient, and understanding. THANKS! And with that, enjoy the next few days filled with updates. YAY!